February 2012
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Talk about Horizontal Violence
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Things that are going through my head at 10:02 AM in the morning on Thursday, February 9, 2012:
“YES!”
I dreamt last night. I feel like one of them had to do with my being able to grasp Judith Butler’s definition of “queer.” Then, I think I had a content/happy dream but more on the content side. After, I had a really bad dream, not necessarily a nightmare, about...
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moon phases
chasingtendrils:
the full moon commands heightened emotions and i am the water i don’t know what my truths will bring and i may very well regret that i spoke at all but i’m excited to see what happens next
I forgot that it was a full moon last night. That seems to explain a lot.
at the thought of you
warsanshire:
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i gut fruit with my mouth
push tongue into black belly of papaya
peel lychee with teeth
bite into ripe pear
suck on stone of mango
all of this, over the kitchen sink
barefoot
middle of winter
sticky hands pushing hair away from face
moaning into sweet flesh
the whole time
your name flat against the roof of my mouth.
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January 2012
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Happy Half Birthday to Me.
Why yes, I turn 20 1/2 today. I wonder how that makes me feel, if I should be feeling something.
I’m definitely feeling something, all right. It’s that… I don’t know how to feel about it. If you asked me, I’m scared. At the same time, I’m always hopeful. Sometimes, I refuse to admit that this fear is healthy. No matter how small of a dosage it is, I can...
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leaning
chasingtendrils:
maybe i should give myself more time ‘cause i don’t really know this girl and what we’re doing but maybe i don’t believe in timing anymore i’m burned out of seeking clarity so i’ll let these fuzzy lines tickle my feet as i fumble for solid delineations which may not be here and may never appear again time is just a construct that organizes how i experience the sun and moon sets...
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“It is all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone...”
– Eartha Kitt (via avrgblkgrl)
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Nina - Foolish Heart
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I have this low tolerance for needles. I really don’t fear them, but once they’re in me, my body knows. I can’t psych myself out enough to calm myself down. In fact, I’m daring enough to watch the insertion.
So, when I got pierced today, I was about to faint halfway through the process. The piercing took a lot longer than it should have. Writing about all of this just...
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It’s how I’ve survived, and I don’t want to have to survive this way anymore.
So, if there exists a feeling, liberate its being and let it be expressed in a manner which best represents your seeing because imaginations can run wild and the limitation that is reality is the border patrol that runs solely on the requirements we choose to set. Let it come organically.
Let the...
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"... thinking that if people were rain, I was...
I found out last night that my apartment mate has a copy of Looking for Alaska for one of his classes this quarter. Of course, I asked him if I can read it after he’s done with it.
This week keeps getting interesting.
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just happens/drive-by planning
chasingtendrils:
kuya joseph: omg i love rolling the r’s! me: i wish she would roll my r’s ;D me and james: *shifty-happy-fun dance*
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 14th, 2012 11:15am
I give power to this type of weather because as a pathetic fallacy, the energy is rather androgynous and the vibe is always vague.
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 14th, 2012 11:09am
See, I have these funny habits where I put heartbreak before love and imagination before trust.
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 14th, 2012 11:08am
If I have to search for a technicality to justify my actions, I wonder if short-term moments will result in long-term effects.
Granted, implications aren’t always as mutual and as transparent as I’d like them to be, but that’s how the structure of assumptions lie in my head - in my head. I won’t bother using the proper term here. I know by now. That’s the thing about...
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Today wasn't so bad after all.
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For me, it’s very surreal to be back in San Diego. In fact, it’s always been some sort of dream for me to be here. Not the type of dream that one might see as a goal, but a dream in that… it’s kind of like a prerequisite before life happens. Then again, life is always happening. It’s the perks about being on a college campus. It isn’t so much a perk though....
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 7th, 2012 1:50am
Advice versus Support.
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 7th, 2012 1:22am (2)
What is yours? So what if you’re not prepared? Who is? You can’t afford to generalize a situation solely to prepare yourself for… your own growth. We’ll always be vulnerable when we don’t want to be.
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 7th, 2012 1:22am (1)
That’s the thing about vulnerability.
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 7th, 2012 1:20am
We dislike. We do not accept. We misunderstand.
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“I want to see you.
Know your voice.
Recognize you when you
first come...”
– Rumi (via piathabia)
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Ho'oka'a'ike - Jan 5th, 2012 11:39pm
I have been too fucking strong for too fucking long. I am tired.
