Things that are going through my head at 10:02 AM in the morning on Thursday, February 9, 2012:

  • “YES!”
  • I dreamt last night. I feel like one of them had to do with my being able to grasp Judith Butler’s definition of “queer.” Then, I think I had a content/happy dream but more on the content side. After, I had a really bad dream, not necessarily a nightmare, about this young individual being burnt alive. I’m worrying more about the last one. The dream dictionary says that I’m being consumed by my own ambition. I guess I can see that. Note-to-self: bring it back, James.
  • I was thinking about my leftover financial aid refund. If I manage my time next quarter, I won’t have to take summer school. My initial thoughts were, “I can go to the Philippines, or I can go to Hawai’i.” I don’t think that’s gonna happen. I don’t think I deserve a vacation mainly ‘cause I just can’t afford one.
  • These daily horoscopes/dream dictionary definitions are bringing me down. I refuse to give them power, to limit my life. At the same time, I need to ground myself once again. I always need to keep myself in check. I see that.
  • How am I doing? I can’t wait for this weekend to be over solely because I have a midterm paper due on Saturday night as well as final sketches for a children’s book. Might I add that I still need to read Foucault?
  • I need to get on my art grind. It just might be the meditation that I need.
  • I hope I have time to workout this weekend. I hope I have time for yoga and Kombucha this weekend.
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